Lyrics here:
Da da da da, da da da daDa da da da-da daI don't know if I can yell any louderHow many time I've kicked you outta here?Or said something insulting?da da da da-daI can be so mean when I wanna beI am capable of really anythingI can cut you into piecesBut my heart is....brokenDa da da-da daPlease don't leave mePlease don't leave meI always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to thisPlease, don't leave meHow did I become so obnoxious?What is it with you that makes me act like this?I've never been this nastyCan't you tell that this is all just a contest?The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardestBut baby I don't mean itI mean it, I promiseDa da da-da daPlease don't leave meDa da da-da daPlease don't leave meDa da da-da daI always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to thisPlease, don't leave meI forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to meI can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bagAnd I need you, I'm sorry.Da da da da, da da da dada da da da-da daPlease, please don't leave meBaby please don't leave meNo, don't leave mePlease don't leave me no no noYou say I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back,It's gonna come right back to this.Please, don't leave me.No.No, don't leave mePlease don't leave me, oh no no no.I always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to thisPlease don't leave mePlease don't leave me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZIwhxX_DS8g

Happy Valentine Day

nothing special this day.. no flower no chocolate..haha ..
Even some old auntie down the street gets a stalk of flower. emo the whole day over it. dunno y..just so not me la..anw, dun wanna tink abt it aldy. haha
Since, it's not a year to receive, so it shall be a year to give.
I gave my students chocolates today.
After that, we went to party!! drink qte alot. but i was not drunk.haha..still alive and kicking..
gg to slp soon. pen off!

*dun wanna tink abt it. it's over.

out-dated updates

Well, I was probe by my gf that I have not been updating my blog. hehe. i'm lazy + busy + lazy la. I had just finished my CNY cookies making 2 weeks ago.
Thanks for all who supported! love u all. muacks!

my tots abt r/s
I had thought thru many stuffs these few weeks after my breakup..
I'm feeling wore off over all the relationships stuffs, all the quarrels a couple could have, all the hurts. wore out! so I decided not to get involve into any R/S stuffs for a year at least. need a break. need a kit kat!

Well, single life also not bad. Don't need to account to anybody! Don't to 24/7 do reporting! I wanna play mahjong till 5am also nobody can control! I have freedom!! lol. Something that you could hardly find in a r/s. Not cant, but hard ba. depends on the person u are with ba. hehe.

After going thru all these,
i realised in a r/s it's not just abt 2 person, it's a family affair.
And give and take plays a big part in a r/s too. It's not just abt me.
Till this very point, I still have not found someone that I could really submit too.
Maybe I'm just a girl who is stubborn ba ..

Positive & Neg Point abt being out of a r/s
+ I'm more cleared abt what I want in a r/s ( the BIG C, haha)
+ my mens is more regular. not so stress up over quarrel. haha so more regular lo
- no roses on valentine's day.lol
- and I gain WEIGHT!!! (desperately looking for a remedy to it! shld i try hydrocut? slimspa? gym? dieting?)


A little interesting notes
purple -my little version .. hehe
1 stalk - Love at 1st Sight (what a miser =p)
2 stalks - Speak of 2 people who are deeply in love and together form their own happy little world
3 stalks - I Love You
6 stalks - Speak of the need to be loved and cherished
7 stalks - I am Infatuated by You
9 stalks - Together as Long as We Live10 stalks - You are Perfect
11 stalks - You are My Treasured One12 stalks - Be My Steady
13 stalks - There is a secret admirer waiting for you
15 stalks - I am Sorry (ehs .. y i like seldom recieved 15 stalks when pple say sorry to me ar..lolx)
20 stalks - I am Sincere Towards You (if u are sincere shld be more ma..lolz)
21 stalks - I am Committed to You (sounds cool!)
24 stalks - Stand for the 24 hours of the day, and say that the loved one is thought of during every hour of the day (wa.. i dun wan my bf to 24/7 by my side man. i will scare wan)
36 stalks - I Will Remember Our Romantic Moments
40 stalks - My Love is Genuine (genuine den so waste money on roses ma.. buy diamond.hehe)
44 stalks - Pledge a constant and an unchanging love
50 stalks - Signify a love that has ripened well, and has never been regretted
99 stalks - I Will Love You Till the Day I Die
100 stalks - Signifies a happy union of 2 loving souls till death or till a 100 years
101 stalks - You are My One and Only
108 stalks - A marriage proposal in the language of flowers (siao ar! wanna get marry still waste money on roses..lol.. im super not romantic.lol)
365 stalks - Denote every day of the year, speak of a love that has remained throughout the year (wa.. dun kill so many plants for roses lei.. poor thing lei)
999 stalks - My Love Will Last Till the End of Time
1001 stalks - Speak of a faithful love that will live on forever

Meanings of Colours of Roses:
Red - I love you or Encouragement
White - You are heavenly, reverence of innocence & purity
Pink - You are gentle & graceful
Light Pink - Gratitude & appreciation
Dark Pink - Admiration & sympathy joy & gladness
Yellow - Joy, Gladness, Freedom
Two Roses - Joined Together, Engagement
Red and White Roses - Together Unity

well, some "pple" might be fearful that others were still tinkg that we are an item.
So lets just make it clear.
We are both single.

My sunday

Today is the first fellowship of the year.
We watched the movie Left Behind.
It's qte a inspiring movie.
A movie that challenges Christian's faith
A movie that shows the end time, God will bring the chosen people back to heaven and leaving behind these unsaved to suffer thru the 7 years of tribulation.

What should we do in our Christian journey so that we wun be the ones that are left behind?
The end time is neared. Should we just happily live life clinging on to the material stuffs ?
or is there more to life?

little Pointer to ponder over if you were to watch the movie

1) How you feel if you are the one left behind?
Relevation 7:3-8 (God redeemed his people who obeyed him)
Relevelation 14: 1-5 ( only the redeemed people will be with God forever in heaven, one has to be pure and blameless in order to enter his Kingdom)

2) What do you think will happen to the dead when Christ comes again?
revelation 19:11-15 (They will not be spared. The dead will be judged accordingly)

3) Imagine in times of persecution,will you deny him?

4) So what should I do so that i wont be left behind?
1 Peter 1: 14-20 (be Christ-like, pure-hearted, obedience and tithing)

The link to the movie

well well well, i heard from my gf that if u take one meal a day u can lost 3kg..amazing rite, shall try that man...

When klunch with pastor, law, geok, jiani, rictor, agnes. I was drowning into all the emo song... Guess that din help me much in moving on. but life still gotta go on. . Anw, I still gotta thanks them for accompanying me for the day. Esp my dear Agnes who gotta rush a report yet till organised gathering to cheer me up. thanks babe

attended class today..so sian la..but no choice coz i cant go for sat class aldy..gg checkup tml.. hope i wun procatrinate...althought i'm super confident that i'm fine as by faith I believe God healed me! hehe.. But just for pple around me who are concern, better go check.

Lastly, I would like to pray for Rebecca's dad. Hope he will get well soon.

Bintan Trip photo upload

implusive spending

today went shopping with fang and stef.. implusive spending again!!! I left a $12 GUESS gift voucher. Wanted to just get something cheap from Guess. But apparently, nothing in GUESS is $12. I got a bag that cost $167 which is similar with Agnes. =p

Instead of trying to spend off my $12 gift voucher, I used it to spend even more. i was hoping could make me happy at that point of time la. but that happiness din last long..

Recieved a Guess Wallet from someone today. super ugly lo.. oops oops.. hehe ..noe the person so long i tot he will noe my taste la. i demand the receipt to change for a nicer wallet.. hehe.. anw, i will just keep it la...

Saturday

I got so bored at home that I decided to spree online. Well, my first time spree for clothes. Hope to recieve my clothes soon. =)

It takes 3 minutes to destory eveything

back from Bintan

well, this whole hols. I went from batam to bintan.. Guess, i went at the wrong time. as it;s MONSOoN season. I have bad sea sick when I was on my way to bintan. Puke the whole journey, had cold sweat and stuffs .. bad bad experience...

Nicer note:
`the beach is beautiful but i believe it will be fantastic if it's during the summer season.

`We din get to snorkell due to the tidal wave... sob

`Breakfast buffet at bintan lagoon was "GREAT" that Mr Patrick ate 10 ++ serving of it.
After breakfast with agnes, ricter and patrick at the hotel's restaurant, I went back to my room to bomb toilet. Then I was tinkg to get some tea from the hotel's restaurant since the buffet was still on.. Free tea from dere.. y not rite!!! hehe . So i asked Mr patrick to accompany me to get tea. Guess wad! he took more food too eat... guess! he is too deprive from hotel's bf buffet. heeh

`Seafood dere was good and cheap.

`Beach was nice too.. haha..

`basically, dere's nothing much dere as it's the monsoon season.

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Christmas Season

Just came back from dinner with wp, theresa, sofia , li wen & ky at tian tian huo guo.

Having Pot Luck gathering session with my youth group tml

Christmas Eve -- gg to mel's house for makan session ..

Christmas Season>>>>>>>>> it's a time to grow fat!
But mostly importantly>>>>>>it's a day of remembrance that Christ Jesus is Born!
Christ Jesus who died for us on the Cross. So Wei Da! worth remembering rite!

These who are interested
My church will be having a Event on 28 Dec . 1030am.
Title of the event: Hope and Blessing
Text me if interested

I'm back!

yoz yoz everybody.. I'm back!
i realised it has been long since i'm actively involved with my blog, facebook and even chatting in msn.. haha.

Well, I'm busy doing up my Chinese New Year Cookies Promos. Done up the brochure, the blog and making my cookies with my auntie. haha.

These who tasted and bought before. if you think its nice, buy more here.. hehe. if you tink last yr wan not as nice. give me ur feedback. i gif 50% discount from all the cookies that I'm selling. haha. .must be relevant comments hor and provided you tasted my last yr batch of cookies hor.

Going Bintan in 2 days time. super excited! hols again. Wohoo!!!
But come to think of it, after I'm back from hols. I have tons of assignment, homework and revision to clear. well, Have not been studying due to the making of my cookies .

Pen off here.
once again... LELONG LELONG!!! buy cookies !! Lai Lai Lai... Lai Mai Cookies
Click here to make ur orders .. Ah lai lai lai hor!!! Buy aldy will HUAT AH!! haha

An ordinary day

I had many thoughts for these past week.
too personal that i dun tink i wanna pen it down in my blog
Just hope that whatever I'm doing now is right and will lead to a happy ending

An ordinary day

Realised have been long since i blogged! =)

I'm excited, fearful, worry, excited and excited..haha
Well, my dad is not gonna be home from wed to sun which means to say i GET TO USE THE CAR. Fearful and worry tat I wun be able to start the car tml or crash into cars tml. I had not drove for like 5 mths. It's a bad sign man.
Dun care i'm so gonna master my parking skills and polish up my driving skills for this 5days.
My route's tml
1)Go comfort driving centre
2)Head to ikea
3)then to get assesement papers
4)then to my tutee's hse
Hope it will be a smooth and accident-free ride tml =)

A happy news to share.
My dear PSLE got back their results.
Maths
63% scored A (5 students)
25% scored B (2 students)
12% scored D (1 student)
Sec1 Student scored A (83/100)
Sec2 Student scored A (unknown)

I'm qte contented with my student's results. At least, my hardwork didn't go to vain.
The greatest achievement to teaching is being able to witness how students excel and improve

weird weird feeling

hmm..feeling a bit weird weird lei .... hope nothing bad will happen ...... =(

Batam Trip

I'm Back from Batam trip with my family on Monday. Basically, there is nothing much dere.
10 Reasons why people go Batam

1. you wanna grow fat For my trip there, I ate non-stop. really non-stop. From seafood dinner to seafood lunch; tons of pop corn; A&W; lotsa biscuits and snacks; breakfast buffet at the hotel.. etc and etc...haha
2. you like seafood Dinner seafood! Lunch aso seafood
3. you love kueh lapis Their kueh lapis not too bad
4. you want to buy Polo Tee Polo tee dere are cheap
5. you wanna find "cheap cheap" ..hehe
uncle love to go dere go "cheap cheap" .. . they are condemn by me!
6. you love the sun! a nice place to sun tan and do water sports
7. You love to gamble illegally!
Well, I witness a bunch of gamblers (aunties and uncles) who were desperately trying to catch the last train back singapore. According to my auntie, they were batam to gamble in these illegal gambling dent. haha! They were super desperate to go home la. 15 min before the ferry reach Tanah Merry, they were like standing and queuing up to dash out of the ferry. OMG!
8. You love to rot at hotel
I was rotting at the hotel the whole day on the first day when i arrived dere. we EAT, SWIM, EAT and SLEEP. haha
9. You wanna do a spa
There is a wide range of spa and massage dere. From head to foot.
10. you wanna find a misteress

While waiting for departure, we cam-hore a bit. haha

Boarding Pass!!

My beloved auntie who plan the trip for us! love her much much!!=)

Our swimming session @ at hotel ..

my cute little cousin (she purposely dun wanna smile in front of the camera wan lo)

I love this shot! My cousin is so random in actions..haha
My mum was sitting at the swing. Think she is tryin to rekindled her childhood or sumtink =P
More photos but today internet connection qte badly.. so shall stop here =)

tuesday blues

FINALLY after long awaiting of 2 months, my good fren finally came to visit me.
Feeling super moody and tired. .
Hope this feeling will be over by this week.


FR was cancelled today..
Was slacking at home and doing my FR assignment
Then i dragged myself to Audit in the late aftn.
Audit is super dry.

-Celebration-
Celebrated ky and sheila's birthday last fri. . .
It's a time of cam whoring session and ...
tat's where we made ky wear a dress. YES! a dress! hehe
9th November > Happy Birthday Sheila!

-Crab treats! -
Had crab treats from ky. It was random. She called me out on sunday and ask if i wanna go for crab session. So i went! hehe. Crab my all time fav. Was out with ky and sheila's fren too.


-Happy-
Bought 2 levi's jean. mum was saying tat both look the same . lol
I dun care. i just got them.
After 21 years of wearing giodanro, bossini, no brand jean . . I got myself LEVI'S!!!
hehe.. Levi's jeans are having promotion now. If you bring any old and tore jeans, you will be a $50 off from the jean u got. I got one of my at $109. with a $50 off. It's almost 50% off. Super worth it. So that adds on to my joy. hehe.

Lesson Learnt

Being in a relationship,
it's not about how much a person changed,
it's about how much you are willing to compromise toward one another flaws.
it's about how you put other before self
it's about how you are able to adapt to one another
Any of the abv i failed.

*i need the strength to control myself

*random:
-Feel like changing to Part Time studies
-Hate pple's irrational comments;
When someone gif u their opinion without any reasoning. Tat's a total crap.

Touching and "relatable" ending

Watch this (Watch epi 21 to 22)
Feel so able to relate to the show.
But a show cant find an answer to my life

Super Foods to Keep Skin Safe

Eating foods high in antioxidants not only prevents diseaes such as heart disorders and cancer, it can also improve skin health.

- Pomegranates are said to have more antioxidants than green tea and contain one of the richers sources of the female hormone estrone. The pomegranate estrone mimics the desirable effects of estrongens and improve menopausal symptons of depression and bone loss.

- Cherries help reduce allergic reaction and improve skin, eye health, nautral sleep pattern, arthritis and gout condition, while reducing the risk of cardio disesses and diabetes

- Green tea has 8 to 10 times the amount of antioxidants in fruit and vegetables, improves skin condition and protects us from fatal diseases like cancer. It may also aid WEIGHT LOSS, block allergic responses, and delay the onset of diabetes.

After reading this from Women's Weekly magazine, I bought Green Tea and cont my habit of drinking it.

***OBAMA won! Hope it will boost the economy up!

*** Can the chanting downstair just stop! It's irritating me! =(